[Part of the problem is that Xion herself doesn't really know or understand what she's asking. Her emotions are a complete mess about this whole thing when you really get down to it, and it's tied up in a lot of things. And she can't even begin to sort them out, because how can you fix what you don't believe exists?

But... she'll try.]

I don't... [She swallows.] I guess... I want to know if it's wrong of me to want to do this. To want to meet them, to find out more.

[She takes a shaky breath.]

I know more now though, about the war, and the void, and our shards and... and I'm seeing people now, the messages they're sending to their family, how they all think about the Void and losing themselves or friends or family or their homes. And it's making everything worse.

[Her voice rises a little.]

I didn't even really know what I was doing back home. They told me what to do and I did it. But now...

I don't want to do this. I don't want to fight people, kill them and destroy their worlds. But I don't want ours to be destroyed either. And anyway, fighting's all I know how to do and it's what the monarchs say we're supposed to do.

[She doesn't think much of that idea. At all. Back home, she really believed that what Xemnas had her and Roxas doing was for the best. But after her talk with Lightning and Yuri, she isn't as sure she can believe that of the monarchs.]

Even if I don't trust Riku, I don't want to fight him.