[akira falls silent, contemplating that. it's weird being on this end of things, he realizes. the feeling of being out of the loop, of people not really telling him everything—
that's such a normal thing, but his situation back home definitely conditioned him to be in the loop and do well with gathering information, and yet here...
he's helpless here.
and it's frustrating. it's a bit of a rare feeling, but akira finds himself actively frustrated that hiro not only knows a bit about people in these roles, but he's lying and protecting people's lives with it. that hits... a really strange spot for him, and he needs a second to process it, falling quiet.]
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that's such a normal thing, but his situation back home definitely conditioned him to be in the loop and do well with gathering information, and yet here...
he's helpless here.
and it's frustrating. it's a bit of a rare feeling, but akira finds himself actively frustrated that hiro not only knows a bit about people in these roles, but he's lying and protecting people's lives with it. that hits... a really strange spot for him, and he needs a second to process it, falling quiet.]
...It's always going to be frustrating, I guess.