[The look on his face is something akin to "are you serious right now?" Though Joshua's right. Scientists strive to learn. Tadashi told him to look at things from a new angle. He's been following that philosophy for the last few months but this almost seems like it's not something he can approach. After all, approaching things from a new angle usually meant something tangible, something he could actually use and change.
Feelings are harder to change and harder to accept so no, no thank you.
It'll be fine. He can just go back and try to sleep by himself, figure something out. There's a deep breath to try and calm down and level out again instead of letting his nerves get the best of him.
He doesn't know what Joshua is, and he doesn't know Joshua's story, but he can't stop thinking about how unsettling their first conversation had been. He'd thought about it a lot truth be told.
'Does the person you want to bring back to life want you to find a way to bring them back or to even come back at all?'
He doesn't know. He still doesn't know even months later and he's unaware of the fact that his face is betraying what he's thinking even as he bites his lower lip and blinks a few times. Tadashi would know how to fix it, wouldn't he? Tadashi knew how to make him feel better in the weirdest ways and Tadashi…
…was still gone. That's the messed up part about this place. Back home it'd only been a month, maybe a month and a half. Here it's April already and he feels like he's lost time and the idea that April will never be the same messes with his head more than it should.
This has to stop. He's not looking at Joshua but he's also not running off either.]
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Feelings are harder to change and harder to accept so no, no thank you.
It'll be fine. He can just go back and try to sleep by himself, figure something out. There's a deep breath to try and calm down and level out again instead of letting his nerves get the best of him.
He doesn't know what Joshua is, and he doesn't know Joshua's story, but he can't stop thinking about how unsettling their first conversation had been. He'd thought about it a lot truth be told.
'Does the person you want to bring back to life want you to find a way to bring them back or to even come back at all?'
He doesn't know. He still doesn't know even months later and he's unaware of the fact that his face is betraying what he's thinking even as he bites his lower lip and blinks a few times. Tadashi would know how to fix it, wouldn't he? Tadashi knew how to make him feel better in the weirdest ways and Tadashi…
…was still gone. That's the messed up part about this place. Back home it'd only been a month, maybe a month and a half. Here it's April already and he feels like he's lost time and the idea that April will never be the same messes with his head more than it should.
This has to stop. He's not looking at Joshua but he's also not running off either.]
Guidelines. What sort of guidelines?