I told you that I was tired of heroes dying. [That is to say that he kinda referenced it in his usual vague Hiro way. That's not the point being made here though and he knows that.]

I use my head for pretty much all of the wrong reasons. [He's allowing himself time to really digest all of that, thinking about what he's experienced in the last month and also the things Jason's always said to him from the first moment they met.] I'm in college now. I use my head to make projects. I think around problems to solve them. My idea for "apprehending" the guy responsible for Tadashi's death was to become a team of superheroes. It's a wrong kind of adaption. I've never had to do something like this, but you know that. This isn't a death wish, this is just...I don't know. [He runs a hand through the front of his hair, leaving his palm pressed to his face.]

You're one of the only people who's ever told me I can't do something in my entire life. I guess I just didn't want to admit you were maybe sort of right. I'm not like Tadashi. And I didn't think I'd end up being like what you were. Are? [He...may or may not actually be talking to Jason at this point but instead musing out loud.] Loki said I don't have to do anything in a way that somebody else tells me and...I kinda got carried away with not-listening and trying to make everything work the way I wanted it to. Kinda funny that it's true what they say. You can't always get what you want.

[There's a pause...and he peers at Jason from behind his fingers.] So...how do I fix this?