That's normal. Who can ever say how long they're going to live? Not even I know. After all, there'll come a time when I'm either outwitted or severely unlucky, and then someone else will take my place. Isn't it better to enjoy life for as long as you live it, in however way you want to, even if it's just some sort of routine to someone else?

[He's so calm as he says it.]

You still build and tinker with machines and other technologies, don't you? [Joshua shrugs.] Fine, a glimpse into my life, then. It generally consisted of either visiting a cafe to chat with a certain barista or staying in one room. Going anywhere other than those two places was forbidden, but sometimes I could bend that rule for a short period of time. Never for long and never very often.