[Sorry J, he kinda can't hear you. Well, actually, he can. He can hear the words but he doesn't want to. He doesn't want to admit that that's the case. He doesn't want to admit that other people will leave (other people have left), he doesn't want to admit that it still hurts so much even though he thought he was getting better...least of all to Joshua, anyway.]
He had to help. That's what he said. He said he had to help because somebody had to but it didn't have to be him. [A sharp hiccup.] And the guy he thought he was saving just let him die.
[It's more complicated than that of course, but that's a crux of the issue.] Callaghan didn't even care. H-he said it was Tadashi's mistake for going after him in the first place. He didn't care.
[Hopefully Joshua's in for the long haul because now that this has started it might be a while for it to stop. He can't even see straight, let alone think straight.]
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He had to help. That's what he said. He said he had to help because somebody had to but it didn't have to be him. [A sharp hiccup.] And the guy he thought he was saving just let him die.
[It's more complicated than that of course, but that's a crux of the issue.] Callaghan didn't even care. H-he said it was Tadashi's mistake for going after him in the first place. He didn't care.
[Hopefully Joshua's in for the long haul because now that this has started it might be a while for it to stop. He can't even see straight, let alone think straight.]