[He refuses to look him in the eye, but he can tell that Yu's approaching this as he usually does in his non-judgmental manner. (He knows that Yu can be a judgmental guy, but never in these cases.) It's why he feels he can actually maybe start to talk to him, maybe start to sort out things he's thinking of.]

...yeah. [He pauses, swallowing thickly to try and clear the sudden lump in his throat.] This is sort of a place where we get chances we can never have in our own worlds, y'know? What if...[He stops again, pausing as he tries to figure out where to start.] Do you think the chances we take here can maybe change the stuff in our own worlds?