[His mouth's drawn into a thin line and he nods slowly.] None of us expected it...we all thought Callaghan died in the fire, but he used my microbots to protect himself. Tadashi went in there to save him and...[A pause. He averts his gaze.]
He said that Tadashi going in to save him was his own fault. That it was his own escape. He didn't care about what happened to him. Tadashi admired him and he didn't even care that he lost his own life trying to save him. [Another beat...] ...I kinda lost it after that...and I told Baymax to kill him. I pulled his nursing chip out so he was just using his fighting chip and set him to destroy Callaghan. He pushed my friends out of the way and he only listened to me and kept his sights set on Callaghan to follow his orders.
...Honey Lemon put his nursing chip back in before Baymax could finish the job and Callaghan got away. I was really mad at all of them for stopping us...so I took Baymax and left them on that island to go fix Baymax's scanners to track down Callaghan. I didn't need them. I knew how to fix everything. At least...I thought I did.
[And there's one more pause...before he finally explains the rest. He explains his anger, Baymax showing him Tadashi's recordings, his friends coming to the garage to forgive him and showing him that one flashdrive. He explains about Callaghan's daughter and why he was seeking revenge on Krei, the missing pieces of Silent Sparrow.
He's not even aware that his voice is more rushed and quiet the longer he talks and explains about the final fight, the way they were doomed and the way they overcame it. How they'd stopped Callaghan and saved Krei...and by the time he gets to the piece about the portal and Abigail he's barely above a whisper up until he finally finishes. Saving Abigail and losing Baymax. The last piece and the last thing he says is:]
...saying goodbye to Baymax was like losing Tadashi all over again. But it was his job to protect me, kinda like how Tadashi's always protected me before he died, too. That's why I can't risk losing anybody else. I'm not going to get lucky a second time. [Second time, Hiro?]
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He said that Tadashi going in to save him was his own fault. That it was his own escape. He didn't care about what happened to him. Tadashi admired him and he didn't even care that he lost his own life trying to save him. [Another beat...] ...I kinda lost it after that...and I told Baymax to kill him. I pulled his nursing chip out so he was just using his fighting chip and set him to destroy Callaghan. He pushed my friends out of the way and he only listened to me and kept his sights set on Callaghan to follow his orders.
...Honey Lemon put his nursing chip back in before Baymax could finish the job and Callaghan got away. I was really mad at all of them for stopping us...so I took Baymax and left them on that island to go fix Baymax's scanners to track down Callaghan. I didn't need them. I knew how to fix everything. At least...I thought I did.
[And there's one more pause...before he finally explains the rest. He explains his anger, Baymax showing him Tadashi's recordings, his friends coming to the garage to forgive him and showing him that one flashdrive. He explains about Callaghan's daughter and why he was seeking revenge on Krei, the missing pieces of Silent Sparrow.
He's not even aware that his voice is more rushed and quiet the longer he talks and explains about the final fight, the way they were doomed and the way they overcame it. How they'd stopped Callaghan and saved Krei...and by the time he gets to the piece about the portal and Abigail he's barely above a whisper up until he finally finishes. Saving Abigail and losing Baymax. The last piece and the last thing he says is:]
...saying goodbye to Baymax was like losing Tadashi all over again. But it was his job to protect me, kinda like how Tadashi's always protected me before he died, too. That's why I can't risk losing anybody else. I'm not going to get lucky a second time. [Second time, Hiro?]