I should have said no to her but she needed someone to go with her and I knew how to find him and where to go and what was out there, and she believed in me and I helped keep her safe but I didn't know. [He seems to be only half-connected to the conversation because he's thinking about Jason. Thinking about how he should have told Jason he was going to Quendi, should have called him, shouldn't have tried to give him space, shouldn't have hid from him out of fear and shame and whatever else came from the last few weeks.

Clarke's offer would normally be appreciated but he shakes his head despite the fact she can't see it.] I can't. I have to go back. I have to go back, I can't leave Caer Scima again after this. I have to fix everything.