zerotohiro | Some Legends Are Told, Some Turn To Dust Or To Gold [CEREALIA INBOX]

I mean...we're friends. It's totally fine, I don't mind. It wouldn't have been cool to just leave you sitting there looking really pathetic on the floor. ...and it was kinda my fault you got drunk in the first place. So uh. Sorry about that.

[A pause between texts.]

For what it's worth though you don't have to wait to be drunk to talk to people about stuff like that. Even if that person isn't me. You don't really do this a lot, do you?

Pathetic, huh... ouch. At the same time, I can't deny it. Who just sits down in the middle of a dance floor...?

Wait, you're the one who spiked the punch?

Heh, not really. It's not that I don't rely on my friends. We're all there for each other. But things between Minato-san and myself have been a little complicated for a while now, and I was still sorting out how I felt about it. Guess your spiked punch helped me make some decisions.

You, apparently. And me too but at least nobody else seemed to notice. Yeeeeah me and the other Hiro. It kinda seemed like a good idea at the time? Ultimate prom experience. But I probably won't do it again. Relying on your friends has nothing to do with being open with them. You can trust people all you want but there're some things that're hard to talk about. Trust me, I get that, but you kinda take it to a huge extreme. So...that means you talked to Minato?

I think it's more like they were doing us a favor by ignoring us.

You mean Kageyama-san? After he swept me off my feet, too. He sure was busy that night. What do you mean by "probably"?

... that's true. You'd think I'd know better by now. Then again, that's why I'm thanking you. As much as I might be embarrassed about the way it happened, I do feel better having gotten it all off my chest.

Yeah. I was surprised. I thought he wouldn't want anything to do with it, but it seems like I was mistaken. For now, I'm just going to wait and see what happens. In the meantime, I need to be certain that this is what I really want, too.

I'm kinda used to that. Yup, him. What is with you getting people to hit on you??? Man, never mind. And probably means probably. It was kinda fun and obviously it didn't turn out ALL bad. Prom was a night full of confessions, apparently. You weren't the only person I had a really long and serious conversation with. Seriously, you don't have to actually thank me for that. I'm just glad you actually remembered what we talked about. What'd I tell you? You've gotta trust me more since I'm usually right. I don't think waiting's a bad thing to sort stuff out. Liking people is kinda scary.

I have some stories I could tell you about that. [ Boy does he ever. ] Well, next time you decide to spike the punch bowls, at least give me a warning, alright?

Is that so? Everything alright?

Yeah, it is. [ There's a lot to think about. Not in the least being that he's not sure if Minato really will want to pursue this, in the end. All he has is hope. ] I have to admit, I'm a little nervous. At the same time, I'm kind of excited, too. It's pretty crazy, isn't it?

Somehow I have a really, really hard time believing YOU were ever ignored. And anyway what's the fun of warning you? Everything's fine. [But there's a slight pause in texts again. Were things alright? Hard to say. They'd be alright enough though.]

Tell me about it. Even knowing that Ruby likes me and that we're kind of us-dating is nerve-racking. *wracking? **no wait I think it's racking. Whatever the point is that it's exciting and scary and I have no idea what I'm doing so I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm right there with you. And at least there's still some hope.

Haha, I actually meant the opposite. I have quite a few stories about getting hit on. I'm not sure what it says about me that that's not hard to believe... Man, you never take it easy on me, do you?

You sure about that? Something you said the other night's kind of stuck with me.

You've got nothing to worry about. Ruby's a great girl, and I know you'll do your best to make her happy. You two are going to be great together. We've both got some things to figure out, but I think we'll be fine.

It says a lot about you but I'm gonna spare you and not actually say it...and nope. Never. Keep dreaming. (I've had a lot of practice remember?) Ruby's incredible. I want to do what's best for her and make her happy so...I hope I can do that. We've all got time to figure stuff out at least. Can't tell if that's good or bad. So yeah. Things are okay. I'd been hoping that stuff I said at prom stuck with you, but is something wrong with what I said?

Thanks. And I guess I'll just have to keep my guard up.

There's almost too much free time here, isn't there? Of course, saying something like that is just inviting disaster. It's a strange place to live.

I don't know about wrong, but I've been a little concerned. You said something about being screwed up. What did you mean by that?

You'll slip up someday, I guarantee it. But I'll consider maybe going easy on you. Someone once asked the entire network if time felt weird to anybody else. I never thought about it, but it's kinda true. It's like we're getting extra time but I know we're not since the sun and moon are still rotating 24 hours a day. I'm still studying space and astronomy here. I hate to break it to you but I think just BEING HERE is inviting disaster. It's a strange place to live but I think I'm finally getting used to it. Oh. [And he stops.] It's not a big deal, don't worry about it. Typical teenage insecurity??? [Which would be fine if Hiro were a typical teenager and if Yu even thought to believe that.]

You're sure about that? I won't let myself fall so easily.

Time felt weird...? Interesting. I hadn't thought about that, but it's possible. Even if we're getting 24 hours a day, they could be messing with our senses somehow. We know they have the technology to do that, after all. And, heh, you're right about that. You think it's possible to get used to a place like this? Maybe so. I've been thinking of going back to school, myself.

That wasn't what it sounded like to me, Hiro. We both know you've had some pretty major things on your mind in the past. Are you positive you don't want to talk about it?

Edited 2016-01-12 07:28 (UTC)

Consider it a challenge! Uh huh. Hang on. [Give him a second, he'll just forward a link to an older post.] I don't really know what it means, but it's something to consider. I hate the idea that they're messing with our senses though but the more I look at it the more I know that's exactly what they're doing. And maybe getting used to is a loose term, but I don't...really dislike it as much as I should. Not all of it.

[There's a long enough pause that Yu might think he's done talking. He's not sure how he wants to answer that since he's not wrong. He's had a lot on his mind and he hasn't figured out how to properly express it, nor has he wanted to really share it. He stares at the CereVice for a few moments, sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach as he taps on the keys.]

...sorry. I know you've got a lot going on with the whole Minato thing and other stuff but I. [Okay. No. Gotta get better at actually asking people for help and advice.] Are you busy right now?

Haha. Bring it on.

Interesting. I'll check it out later. [ Aside from the post itself, a cursory scroll through it does make something stick out to him. Rin... ] Yeah, I can guess why. You can meet all sorts of people and do all kinds of things you wouldn't get to otherwise.

[ Yu waits out the silence patiently. He knows how Hiro can be. The message that comes isn't unexpected, and he's ready. ]

I'm here. Where do you want to meet?

And then some. [You can be with people you never thought you'd see again, too.

He's already strongly debating changing his mind and backing out, telling Yu never mind and going back to teasing him about Minato, but Yu's been nothing but understanding since the two met and it's weird to say that he trusts him with certain things more than other people.]

I don't know. Somewhere private, probably. Can't go to the tech shop, can't bring you here, the cafe's too crowded this time of day. [Stalling.] ...the gardens, maybe? The weather's not bad today. There's this really cool fountain shaped like a crane that's got a couple of benches nearby. I can meet you there if that's okay?

That sounds fine to me. I'll meet you there in about fifteen minutes if that sounds good to you. See you soon, Hiro.

Ok

[That's all he says. He doesn't even spell it right, hasty in getting the message out and preparing himself for what he knows is not going to be a great conversation. But the thing is that he knows better and he knows that bottling everything for too long is usually met with disastrous results.

He'll have to try to apologize to Yu later.

He's there roughly five minutes early, rigid and seated on a bench with his knees drawn up to his chest and his chin resting on them, eyes wide and searching for Yu. He's beyond nervous, chewing his lip to shreds and tapping his fingers in an awkward rhythm on his shin. He knows Yu will show up. He knows that. But part of him is still worried about how this will go.

There's also a brief moment in time where he's genuinely concerned he's going to be sick, considering the fact that his nerves are completely shot. But again, it's Yu. If anyone has remotely any chance of coaxing this particular topic out of him, it's Yu. At the fifteen minute mark though, he sits up a little taller, now growing impatient. Where are you, Yu...?]

[ Yu, on the other hand, is pretty much exactly on time. He'd started to get some things together once it was clear the conversation was heading towards a meet up, but it was only once he had time to put his CereVice down that he actually went to go get changed and head out of the apartment.

Hiro won't be disappointed. He'll spot Yu coming - that silver hair is pretty distinctive - and notice, too, that the (much) taller boy seems to have a bag hanging off his arm. Yu has a quiet smile on his face as he approaches the bench Hiro's seated on. ]

Sorry to keep you waiting.

[ He knows he's not late, but he also knows Hiro got here early. ]

I brought something for us. Have you eaten today?

It's okay. [Even at his worst Hiro's curiosity is excessive and he gives the bag a short glance before looking up at Yu. He's not really sure how to answer the question and instead there's a half-smile to go with it.]

And no. Lemme guess...that's what's in the bag? [He scoots over on the bench, compacting himself into a small Hiro-package. The thought of food isn't exactly appealing, but the least he can do is be polite since Yu took time to come out here and meet up with him.]

[ His smile widens a little, and he takes the now-available seat. Then he'll reach into his bag and pull out a clear plastic container with a bunch of... ]

Onigiri. I wasn't feeling up to very much yesterday, so I made some to pass the time. I thought I'd bring a few with me for us to share. Sorry they're not fresh...

[ He sounds a little apologetic. They're better freshly made; this is more like getting them from a convenience store. Still, he knows how Hiro is, and isn't surprised to hear his friend hasn't at all eaten today. Onigiri were about all he could stomach while he was hungover, and they make a pretty mild food, at least. ]

[He blatantly stares for a moment, not sure if he wants to laugh or cry at what he's looking at. It's so simple that it's actually sort of funny to picture a hungover Yu shuffling around making them, but they remind him of home and sort of make him homesick. Of course, home's it's own clusterfuck of a topic but instead of bothering to sort through all of that he forces his features into a lopsided grin, even finally going with a small laugh.]

Dude, don't worry about it...thanks. [He doesn't move, but he's definitely fixated on the container so he doesn't have to look at Yu.] I used to buy onigiri from this store down the street from Lucky Cat when they were out of gummy bears, but it's been a while. [One of these things is not like the other.

There's a pause as he thinks of where this conversation's going and soon he peeks up at Yu from under his bangs.] So, how bad did you feel when you woke up yesterday?

[ He does notice that Hiro doesn't take it from him. After a moment, he'll simply set it on the bench between them. if he needs to return it to its bag, that's alright. ]

You should eat, if you haven't. I promise I'm not a terrible cook. [ His eyes are warm with his amusement.

At least, until Hiro asks him that question, and he grimaces a little. Perhaps a bit more than he would usually, for comical effect. ]

I've never been hungover before. I had no idea what I was in for. I thought the headache would go away quickly... I was wrong. [ He sighs. ]

[He knows. He's still eyeing the container even if there's a soft snort of response.] I never thought you were. I'll eat in a little bit. I'm not really hungry.

[He leans back on the bench, finding it hard to really relax but still allowing himself to grin at Yu's response.] Too bad one of your Persona couldn't heal you from that. But in the end, was it worth it? Everything from prom and everything that came from you being drunk and everything after.

[There. Might be a specific reason he's asking.]

Worth it?

[ That's an interesting way of putting it. He watches Hiro with inscrutable eyes, thoughtful. ]

Yeah.

That's good. [A soft, almost hesitant smile.] I talked to Minato this morning. He seemed pretty okay with all of it but that guy's impossible to read sometimes. I just wanted to make sure your night wasn't totally unsalvageable or anything.

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